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| hey hey hey. fuck im bored home alone bleh. haha myspace is not working rite now. eeHHhh && like i need to go out coz shit. i hate staying home . im like in prision. ha not really. well wat kind i say uHh.. my life. eHh wish it was better than it is rite now. but then you gottah expect it. coz it s life. && it my life. hhahah ionno i don't think neonje reds this shit neways. but its fun writing or typiing .. hahah im bored eHHH.. man like ionno life? life is hella like ionno i cn't explain.. i rather be someone or somewhere else. but then i love my life sometimes. my friends. my family. eHh.. haha ionno but like its like people take meh for granted && don't see the real meh.. see that i can do many great things in life. && wen i get back stapped in the back .i act like it doesn't bother meh but really. it kinda does. life. shit. ionno like its really hard to see who ure true friends are. && wen you seem to have so many. it turns out or ends up with like lil then you expect. but watevers rite. but yeah there's a lot if things dat bother meh && make meh questioned WAT IF . wat if im not this say person. && doesn't care wat people think. coz yeah i'll admit it. i DO care was people think. ionno im trying to stop. coz fuck them rite. haha wat if it was meh instead of her. i'd be real happy. hah it sometimes saddens meh to see him with her neways. but fuck i hope i'll end. but then dats kind mean. rite? wat if i worked really hard on my officer routine. or wat if they told meh i wasn't granteed the captain spot. && that i have to fight for that spot. then would i have worked hard?.. yeah probally... rite? cozi did earned it.. but watever im over it rite? i am ? yhaha yeah i am. wat if ionno im done with wat if.'s coz i hate not taking riskasa. then regretting wat i did... now now imma try to live up my llife. && my senior year.. but there's always gonna be rocks in the way. which sucks. im the kinda girl who hates getting hurt. so i stay away as much as possible.. but then i still get hurt. haha get meh... oh wait i have a wat if.. wat if i wasn't so air headed.. people would take meh serious ly rite?? well they should. but fuck.. i AM A AIRHEAD!! but watevers .. im over it sometimes... its not my fault. i don't get stuff at times... i hate wen people get mad at meh.. like for the stupidest fuckin lame ass reasons.. man kljdlksjflksdfjls .. ionno... sometimes i hate dancing. yeah they say its a passion.. but the more i dance... the more im started to hate it sometimes i guess.. coz like if you've been dancing for a very long time... you tend to dis like it... yeah its the experience.. but is the experiencde worth it.. wen you know its not yours. ionno.. like i feel like my dancing hasn't really prove anything... or dats wat i think.. it hasn't really prove nething to meh... && why are the shy ones always left out. like meh. jus because im not outgoing as everyone else.. fuck them.. haha i am at times.. but like im a quiet person.. dats jus meh ..ionno im done for rite now.. well peace out! | | |
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itz friday! end of the wEek kinda sO happy! gOsh this week went by really slow fOr meh! im so tired! aHh. aLL i want to do is sLeep! hUmmM.. my week.. monday bLah nothin exciting.. first day of try outs hUmM.. tuesday another boring day aHh.. wednesday.. i went to a feld trip arcoss the street at oxnard college for the multicultural thingy.. itz was aLright... not boring.. sO then we walked tO oc and hUmm.. yea we gOt there.. there was a Lot of people interesting.. i was hanging out with khrista the whole time!! awsome person!! haha she’s the ness tO my sOL! haha get it?! nvm.. sO then we watched aLL maLe and driLL perform awsOme shit! aLso undecLared perform tOo... there freakin tight like a mofO kind! haha future hip hop members there!! wOot wOot!sO yea after my and khrista jus walked around more.. interesting stands there...aLL different kinds tOo.. haha i loved it! LOL sO yea... then we saw mark and wiLL and hanged out with them.. sO it was meh, khrista, seam, mark, and will.. we jus walked around.. and we went rO this one cLass dat was teach origami fun!! haha i know how to make a fLower! awsome! oh yea and while we were there... the person dat was teaching us was flip rite and he was wearing a shirt that sed “got adObo?” i want dat shirt.. LOL and sO dis one guy[ wasn’t azn] gOes...”hey adobe!” and meh i start laughing aLL kinds.. hah and like i corrected him and i think he gOt aLL mad.. but hey.. you know meh! LOL it was funny! LOL gosh!! sO then yea... went back tO skewL.. jus waited til da beLL rang and yea.. i was talking wid will and seam about video games.. haha and meh pretending i know wat there talking bout.. like omg kind! LOL and i found out who will likes too! haha don’t wOrry i won’t teLL LOL he got aLL red like an appLe! haha LOL everyone likes her sO itz okay! haha oh and sEan he’s freakin hOt! Like hot!! whOa! haha half flip and white! hah i was talking tO him tOo.. dat fOo is so shy omg!! haha it was hard fOr meh tO get him tO talk.. don’t worrk imma break him jus watch! haha and yea... then da beLL rang.. went to khrista’s house reaL quick ... then back tO skewL.. try outs aHhH... okay i guess haha and dats it.. thursday nothin reaLLy... bOring tOo.. today tOo... i gotmy officer music! awsome!! imma gO to da dentist tOmorrow to get my spacers!! aHH.. another dat at the dentist!! LOL okay bye now!! | | |
| hey im sO bOred... myspace is not wOrking fOr meh at this moment..bOo.. oh weLLz...xanga..aHh.. ionno tOday? im sLeepy.. i'll update later...okay bye! | | |
| hi it's marilyn i'm the awesomest!! hehe well anyways i'm updating this for mirasol. well we're both sad because comp season is over. no more cute boys haha. well sometimes. there's no cute boys in our school. but marilyn thinks [keyword thinks] one is cute. well anyways enough of that shit. we're both bored in mr dookies class haha. well his real name is mr dusek. well squad spectacular is coming soon. woohoo we're sooo excited. haha we're roaming around the internet and wondering how you get pregnant. haha how ranDUMB haha well anyways. we were looking at people's xanga. and we realized not that many people use these things anymore. well there's 15 more minutes in this class. and we're still bored as fuck. TRYOUTS START TODAY!!!! and we get to teach people. yay haha. both of us are trying out for officers. kind of scary. marilyn wants to tryout out for drill and all female. but i don't know if she can haha. she's stressd haha. well yeah i'll let mirasol type now. haha rock out and boogie. peace out late.
wOw! dat was exciting.. itz really hard for meh to typee rite now i have to use my index finger on my right hand now. coz like my middle finger on my right hand is like swollen like whoa kind!! haha im typing real slow.. wOw itz really loud marilyn is like laughing rite now aLL kinds... haha her laugh is sO freakin funny kind!! haha okay back to my swollen finger.. gosh it burns like whoa okay itz time to go now -SOL | | |
| hUmMm...read this.. sO sad..
A boy walked into a cd store
and saw a girl behind the counter.
She smiled and he thought it was the most
beautiful smile he has ever seen before and
wanted to kiss her right there.
He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to
buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her
money for it.
"Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she
asked, smiling her cute smile again.
He nodded and she went to the back.
She came back with the wrapped CD and
gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store.
He went home and from then on, he went to
that store everyday and bought a CD, and she
wrapped it for him. He took the CD home
and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out
and he really wanted to but he couldn't. His
mother found out about this and told him to
just ask her.
So the next day, he took all his courage and
went to the store. He bought a CD like he did
everyday and once again she went to the
back of the store and came back with it
wrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his
phone number on the desk and ran out...
!!!RRRRRING!!!
The mother picked up the phone and
said, "Hello?"
It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and
the mother started to cry and said, "You don't
know? He passed away yesterday...
" The line was quiet except for the cries of
the boy's mother. Later in the day. The mother
went into the boy's room because she
wanted to remember him. She thought she
would start
by looking at his clothes. So she opened the
closet. She was face to face with piles and
piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was
surprised to find all those CDs and she
picked one up and sat down on the bed and she
started to open one.
Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out
of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. The
mother picked it up and started to read it.
It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you
wanna go out with me? Love,Jacelyn
The mother opened another CD...
Again there was a piece of paper. It said:
Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go out
with me? Love, Jacelyn
Love is... when you've had a huge fight but
then decide to put aside your egos, hold
hands and say, "I Love You"
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